Should I write...??

So many times, I think, I want to write
with a totally blank mind, I start to type...
dont know what the topic would be
would it be an animal or some tree...

May be a star twinkling in the sky,

but how do I describe something, so sparkling to my eye...

or may be some river, which would flow infinite

like it has a mission of leaving no place dry...

An event which I would never ever forget

or something which I did and will always regret

a tragedy which made my life miserable

naah naah... better if I forget, I'd stay stable...

about one of my friend who used to be classmate,

or a colleague at office who I really really hate...

Doesnt make sense talking about the people

who havent actually impacted me much till date...

sometimes i keep thinking about myself
and I think to write about my own life...
but then I get reminded of someone
so should I write about, who's now someone else's wife ;-)

then I look at the non-living things around me
and they do give me an inspiration...
as I know whatever good-bad I write bout them
they wont have any such retaliation...

dont mind, I'm such a confused personality
keep thinking all the time, yet i cant see the reality
its not everyone who can write well...
so suggest me friends... should I just keep trying, or just go to ...!!!