Should I write...??

So many times, I think, I want to write
with a totally blank mind, I start to type...
dont know what the topic would be
would it be an animal or some tree...

May be a star twinkling in the sky,

but how do I describe something, so sparkling to my eye...

or may be some river, which would flow infinite

like it has a mission of leaving no place dry...

An event which I would never ever forget

or something which I did and will always regret

a tragedy which made my life miserable

naah naah... better if I forget, I'd stay stable...

about one of my friend who used to be classmate,

or a colleague at office who I really really hate...

Doesnt make sense talking about the people

who havent actually impacted me much till date...

sometimes i keep thinking about myself
and I think to write about my own life...
but then I get reminded of someone
so should I write about, who's now someone else's wife ;-)

then I look at the non-living things around me
and they do give me an inspiration...
as I know whatever good-bad I write bout them
they wont have any such retaliation...

dont mind, I'm such a confused personality
keep thinking all the time, yet i cant see the reality
its not everyone who can write well...
so suggest me friends... should I just keep trying, or just go to ...!!!

मैं और Television

जी हाँ, मैं आज  कुछ लिखने की कोशिश कर रहा हूँ
कुछ ज्यादा नहीं, पर अपना और अपने TV का किस्सा बयान कर रहा हूँ
तो सुनिए मेरी ये दास्तान... मेरी जुबान से मेरे TV का व्याख्यान...

जब मैं Bangalore आया, सबसे पहले entertainment का ध्यान आया...
Internet तो था ही, पर Cricket देखने का ख्याल आया...

सोचा एक TV ले लिया जाये, फिर उसी पे cricket का मजा लिया जाये...
तो जी पहुँच गए हम एक TV showroom पर,
TV खरीदने की ठान ली थी कमर कस कर...

Salesman को बोला, भैय्या हमें भी कोई TV दिखाओ
कुछ अच्छे rates में जरा अच्छे वाले models तो बताओ...

Videocon देखा, Samsung देखा, और देखा Sony
फिर उनके rates देखे, और फिर सोचा कोई नी

इतने महेंगे TV लेके हम क्या करेंगे...
अभी तो bachelor हैं, कुछ भी सस्ता सा ले लेंगे...

फिर Salesman ने एक कोने में इशारा किया
बोला वो ले लो, यही model हमने सबसे सस्ते में दिया...

company का नाम देखा तो 'Koryo Platinum' था...
देखने में बाकी TVs के बीच कुछ ज्यादा अलग नहीं था...

पूछा तो बोला की 100 channels आते हैं इस में...
आपका काम अच्छे से चलेगा, warranty 1 साल की साथ में...

कीमत है इसकी पाँच हजार...
साथ में एक maintenance free पहले 6 महीने में एक बार...

बस होना क्या था, ले आये हम TV साथ में घर,
Cable लगवा लिया, और कूदने लगे इधर उधर channels पर...

पता मुझे था की Sports channel के अलावा कुछ देखना नहीं था...
पर फिर मैं TV खरीदने के लिए इतना उतावला क्यूँ था...

फिर 2 साल तक TV को खूब इस्तेमाल किया...
बाकी कुछ नहीं, सिर्फ Sports channel पे ही उसे permanently fix किया...

अभी 2 दिन पहले की बात है, एक दोस्त घर आया...
पता नहीं क्यूँ, पर उसने आते ही सबसे पहले TV का remote उठाया...

अरे ये क्या हुआ, remote का button दबाते ही निकला TV से धुआं...
आज तक तो कभी ऐसा नहीं हुआ था...
थोड़ी ही देर में room धुएं से भरा हुआ था...

TV तो चला नहीं... और room की गुल हुई बत्ती..
शायद कुछ short-circuit हुआ, और हमें लगा अब खर्च होंगी 2-4 हरी-पत्ती...

कल लेके गए थे TV mechanic के पास उसे repair कराने को,
वो बोला, भाई साब... ये chinese model है, सोचो मत इसे ठीक कराने को...

जितना इसपे repair में लगाओगे...
उतने में तो एक अच्छी brand का नया TV घर ले आओगे...

बस यहीं टूट गयी मेरी सारी आस...
अब और कोई रास्ता नहीं बचा है मेरे पास...

अब अपने इस पुराने TV को देख के आसूं बहा रहा हूँ...
आप लोगो को अपनी और अपने TV की दास्ताँ सुन रहा हूँ...

हमारे experience से एक चीज देख लो भाइयों और उनकी बहेनों...
जितना भी पैसा लगे... पर chinese माल no no no...!!!

Hanuman Chalisa!!!

Doha:
Shree guru charan saroj raj, nij man mukur sudhar!
Varunau raghuvar vimal jasu, jo dhayak fal-char!!
Buddhiheen tanu jaanike, sumiro pawankumar!
Bal-buddhi-vidya dehu mohi, harahu kalesh-vikar!!
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Jai hanuman gyan gun sagar, Jai kapees tihu lok ujagar,
Ram doot atulit bal dhama, Anjani putra pawansut nama
Mahaveer vikram bajrangi, Kumati nivar, sumati ke sangi
Kanchan varan viraj subesha, Kaanan kundal kunchit kesa
Haath vajra au dhwaja viraje, Kaandhe moonj janeyu saaje,
Shankar suvan kesari nandan, tej pratap maha-jagbandan,
Vidyavaan guni ati-chatur, Ram kaaj karibe ko aatur,
Prabhu charitra sunibe ko rasiya, Ram lakhan seeta man basiya,
Shookshm roop dhari Siyahi dikhava, Vikat roop dhari Lank jarava,
Bheem roop dhari Asur sanhare, Ramchandra ke kaaj sanware,
Laye sanjeevan lakhan jiyaye, Shree raghuveer harshi ur laye,
Raghupati kinhi bahut badhai, Tum mam priya bharatahi sam bhai,
Sehas badan tumharo jas gave, as kahi shreepati kanth lagave,
Sankadik brahmadi munisha, Narad sarad sahit aheesa,
Jam kuber digpal jahan te, Kavi kovid kahi sake kahan te,
Tum upkar Sugreevahi keenha, Ram milaye rajpad deenha,
Tumharo mantra Vibheeshan maana, Lankeshwar bhay sab jag jaana,
Jug sehestra jojan par bhanu, leelyo tahi madhur fal janu,
Prabhu mudrika meli mukh maahi, Jaladhi laanghi gaye achraj nahi,
Durgam kaaj jagat ke jete, Sugam anugrah tumhare tete,
Ram duvare tum rakhware, hot na aagya binu paisare,
Sab sukh lahe tumhari sharana, Tum rakshak kahu ko darna,
Aapan tej samharo aape, teeno lok haankte kaape,
Bhoot pishach nikat nahi aave, Mahaveer jab naam sunave,
Naase rog hare sab peera, Japat nirantar Hanumat beera,
Sankat te Hanuman chhudave, mann kram vachan dhyan jo laave,
Ssab par Ram tapasvi raja, tinke kaaj sakal tum saaja,
Aur manorath jo koi laave, Soi amit jeevan fal paave,
Charo jug pratap tumhara, hai prasiddh jagat ujiyara,
Sadhu sant ke tum rakhware, Asur nikandan ram dulare,
Asht siddhi nav nidhi ke data, Asvar deen jaanki mata,
Ram rasayan tumhare paasa, sada raho raghupati ke dasa,
Tumhare bhajan Ram ko paave, Janam janam ke dukh bisrave,
Ant kaal raghuvar pur jayi, Jahan janam hari-bhakt kahayi,
Aur devta chitt na dharahi, Hanumat seyi sarv sukh karai,
Sankat kate mite sab peera, Jo sumire Hanumat balbeera,
Jai jai jai hanuman gosai, kripa karahu gurudev ki nai,
Jo sat bar path kar joi, chhootahi bandhi maha-sukh hoi,
Jo yeh pade Hanuman Chalisa, Hoi siddhi sakhi Gaurisa,
Tulsidas sada Hari chera, keeje nath hridaya mah dera.....
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Doha:
Pavan tanaya Sankat haran, mangal moorati roop!
Ram lakhan seeta sahit, hridaya basahu sur bhoop!!